Dear Claire "What is holding me back from building my dream multi-million dollar business and what
You sound like such a positive and interesting person to be around.
As I am tuning in there are a number of layers that I feel you will need information about- so bare with me as I go through those layers as articulately as I can.
It feels over the last 5 years so much has happened in your life to reach this present moment. Everything you have been doing and have experienced, plus the further training you are presently doing has not yet fully integrated into your heart, mind and essence of who you are at the core of your being. Basically you need more time for everything to calibrate in order to create the reality that you wish to manifest.
Being patient is not always easy, nor is it easy to hold the faith required for manifestation to occur.
I am a great believer in meditation to reconnect to your faith and also journaling any of critical thoughts that may enter your mind. For example, that you’re not good enough, worthy enough or just not enough.
They may not be your critical thought patterns but it is likely you have some; unfortunately we all do.
I can also feel the deeper blockages, which may be preventing the integration of your experiences and training over the last 5 years.
I see that in your childhood certain events took place that has had an affect on you emotionally.
I see you at the age of 3, 5, 8 and then at 13-14. As I look at your inner child she is in need of support and perhaps some professional help so you can navigate your way to the core of the emotions that have not yet been processed.
Some of the issues you might identify are about trust, worth, a sense of missing out, feeling alone and a lack of support.
Naturally journaling will help, however I feel some type of regression therapy. For example, hypnotherapy would be extremely beneficial. This form of therapy helps you find the memory of any events that have occurred in your childhood that caused the hurt.
Deeper forms of therapy really help you to let go and heal.
I certainly don’t think you have to do lots of sessions or seek professional help for a long time; a few strong sessions will make the world of difference.
The other point of healing the wounding of the child is to help create a balance between the heart and the mind of the adult- I believe this balance is required when conducting business and living everyday life.
You don’t want to be only in your heart or only in your mind. The new way of business structure in this time of changing consciousness is about being balanced in all areas of your life. However for you, working on creating this somewhat delicate balance between your heart and mind will bring you the most success.
I also see that your child has a wonderful imagination, creative,
clever, has a sense of humor, and a desire to do well. These qualities are what you want to encourage in your child self. However for them to be fully realized the armoring/ hurt needs to be lifted so that the sun can shine in and you can truly blossom.
The Angels are asking me to remind you to have fun. They are also showing me a picture of you journeying through life and being guided in about 3-4 years to go in a different direction than the one you are presently pursuing. When that time comes, don’t say no immediately - which will probably be your first reaction. Really ponder what is being offered, follow your heart and trust in the many possibilities this new direction has to offer. The Angels are not telling you to say yes, that is your choice. I can not exactly see what it is that will offered as it is not mine to see, however it feels like one of the reasons you are here is to be a humanitarian and to have some philanthropic pursuits in the future.
I sincerely hope my answer helps. If you have a further question, please don’t hesitate to ask.
I wish you well,
Love and light,